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41| A new life

Four months had slipped by like the slow drift of petals down a stream. Pakhi was in her ninth month now, her belly round and beautiful, her glow unmatched. Every morning began with Ansh fussing over her diet, and every night ended with him whispering to the life growing inside her.

Their love had grown deeper, quiet, steady, and strong, though beneath it still lingered Ansh’s silent fear, the one he never said aloud.

That day, they were on a family outing, Meera had planned a short trip to the countryside for fresh air and laughter. The forest was gentle, with sunlight peeking through the tall green canopy, and the faint sound of a river nearby. Aarav ran around with his grandparents, his tiny laughter echoing like wind chimes.

Pakhi walked slowly beside Ansh, holding his arm for balance, her other hand resting on her stomach. He was teasing her again, as usual.

“Stop staring at me like that, Ansh,” she muttered, glancing sideways at him.

He grinned. “Can’t help it. You’ve become even more beautiful. I mean, I always knew I married the prettiest woman alive, but now you’re glowing like a full moon.”

She glared at him, cheeks turning red despite her best effort to look stern. “Don’t start again.”

He chuckled, leaning closer to whisper, “Start what?”

She looked away quickly, trying to hide her smile. “You’re impossible.”

“I know,” he said simply, eyes glinting. “And you love me for it.”

She hit his chest lightly. “Stop flirting in front of everyone.”

He placed a hand on his chest dramatically. “Ouch, that really hurt!”

Her eyes widened. “Did I,-did I hit too hard? I didn’t mean to-” She bent a little toward him, trying to check, her concern genuine as always.

Ansh’s lips curved slowly. “Yeah, maybe you should check properly… right here.”

Before she could roll her eyes, he slipped his arm around her and pulled her into a sudden, deep kiss.

“Ansh!” she gasped between his lips, trying to push him lightly, her eyes darting toward where Meera and Aarav were laughing a few meters away. “We’re surrounded-”

“So what?” he murmured, his breath warm against her lips. “Let them see how much I love my wife.”

“Shh!” she whispered, half flustered, half laughing, pushing at his chest weakly. “You’re shameless.”

“And you’re mine,” he replied softly, stealing another quick kiss before finally letting her go.

She sighed, defeated, leaning her head on his shoulder. “You never change.”

“I don’t plan to,” he said quietly, wrapping an arm around her. “Not when this is the only peace I know.”

For a while, they just sat there in the golden light, watching Aarav chase butterflies while Meera clapped. The scene was so simple, so whole, that for a fleeting second, Ansh forgot his fears.

Pakhi smiled dreamily, her fingers interlaced with his. “Can you believe we made all this?” she whispered. “Aarav… this baby… this family. Sometimes I feel like life is giving us a second chance.”

He turned to her, his throat tightening at her words. “Maybe,” he said softly, brushing his thumb over her knuckles. “Maybe it is.”

But before he could say anything more, her hand suddenly gripped his arm tightly.

“Ansh…” her voice trembled, her eyes wide.

“What?” His tone turned sharp instantly. “What’s wrong?”

She looked down, a sudden warmth spreading beneath her. “I… I think my water broke.”

For a moment, everything around him froze. His breath hitched, his world spun. Then instinct kicked in.

He sprang up, one arm around her waist, his other hand fumbling for his phone. “Maa!” he called, his voice trembling.

Everyone turned , and the sight of Pakhi clutching her stomach made them drop everything. Meera’s face paled, Aarav’s laughter stopped mid-sound.

Within seconds, Ansh lifted Pakhi carefully into his arms, her soft cries hitting his chest like tiny shards of fear. “Hold on, sweetheart. Just breathe. I’ve got you. I’ve got you,” he whispered again and again, more to himself than her.

The car ride to the hospital felt endless. Meera sat in the back holding Pakhi’s hand, while Ansh drove like a man possessed, his jaw set tight, every turn feeling like a mountain.

Pakhi winced, clutching the seatbelt. “Ansh, slow down, I’m fine,” she tried to say between breaths.

He shook his head, eyes glassy. “No, you’re not fine. You’re not, we need to get you there now.”

“Ansh, look at me,” she said weakly, forcing a small smile. “We’ll be okay. I trust you.”

His grip tightened on the steering wheel. “Don’t say that now. Don’t you dare say goodbye in that tone.”

She smiled faintly. “Then promise me you won’t cry this time.”

His heart broke at the calmness in her voice. “Don’t talk like that, Pakhi. Please.”

At the hospital, chaos took over. Nurses rushed her into the labour room while Ansh stood frozen in the doorway, his mind flashing back to that night , years ago, the same hospital, the same bright lights, the same panic in his chest.

“Sir, please wait outside,” the nurse said, closing the door.

He nodded numbly and backed away, his breath uneven. His heart was pounding so loud it drowned out the sounds of the hallway.

He began pacing , back and forth, hands running through his hair. Every scream from inside made his knees weaken. Every passing minute felt like an hour.

“God… please,” he whispered, eyes glistening. “Not again. Don’t take her from me again.”

Meera came to him, placing a trembling hand on his shoulder. “She’s strong, Ansh. Have faith.”

He nodded, but he couldn’t stop trembling.

Two hours passed. Then three.

By the end of the third hour, he was a mess, sitting on the cold bench, his hands clasped together, knuckles white. The walls felt like they were closing in.

And then, finally, the door opened.

Ansh shot up instantly, his heart slamming in his chest as the doctor walked toward him.

His voice came out cracked. “How’s my wife? Is she, is she okay?”

The doctor’s face was unreadable. He pulled off his mask slowly, eyes tired.

“Mr. Chauhan…” he began quietly.

Ansh felt the ground shift beneath him. His throat dried, his heart stopped beating for a second. “Please, just tell me she’s alive,” he whispered.

The doctor looked at him, his expression serious, his next words heavy with something that made the air go still.

“Mr. Chauhan…”

And in that moment, the world stood on edge again between a miracle and a heartbreak, between a cry of life and the silence he feared most.

The doctor paused.

Ansh's eyes immediately filled with tears.

"Please don't make me wait anymore." His voice cracked. "I can't... I can't do this. Just tell me if she's alive."

Behind him, Meera covered her mouth with both hands.

She had never seen her son like this.

The confident businessman who faced every challenge without flinching was gone. The man standing before them now was simply a husband terrified of losing his wife.

The doctor's expression softened.

And then he nodded.

"Your wife is alive."

For several seconds, Ansh simply stared.

The words entered his ears.

But his mind refused to process them.

Alive.

Pakhi was alive.

His wife was alive.

The woman he loved more than his own life was alive.

Something inside him broke.

Not from grief.

Not from pain.

From relief.

A shaky breath escaped his lips.

Then another.

Then suddenly his knees lost all strength.

He grabbed the back of a nearby chair before he could collapse completely.

His eyes closed.

A tear slipped down his cheek.

Followed by another.

And another.

For months he had lived with a fear he never spoke about. Every doctor appointment. Every ultrasound. Every sleepless night when Pakhi shifted beside him in bed. Every time she complained about discomfort or pain. Every single moment had carried a shadow.

Because he remembered.

God, he remembered everything.

The hospital.

The fear.

The helplessness.

The feeling of watching someone you love suffer while being unable to do anything except pray.

Those memories had never truly left him.

They had simply hidden themselves in the corners of his mind.

And today they had all returned.

Stronger.

Sharper.

Crueler.

Yet now, with those four simple words, it felt as though someone had finally lifted a mountain from his chest.

Alive.

Pakhi was alive.

He lowered his head and covered his face with trembling hands.

A broken laugh escaped him.

Half laugh.

Half sob.

He wasn't even sure which one it was anymore.

Beside him, Meera burst into tears.

Years of worry left her all at once.

She wrapped an arm around her husband while silently thanking God for listening to the prayers she had whispered every day since learning about Pakhi's pregnancy.

The doctor waited patiently before continuing.

"The delivery became complicated during the final stage. There were a few moments when things became critical, but both mother and baby are safe now."

Both.

Mother and baby.

The words echoed through Ansh's mind.

Not just Pakhi.

The baby too.

Their child.

The little life he had spent months talking to every night.

The tiny kicks he felt beneath Pakhi's skin.

The baby whose arrival had filled their home with excitement.

The baby was safe.

A fresh wave of emotion crashed into him.

He wiped his eyes quickly, though it was useless.

More tears immediately followed.

The doctor finally smiled.

"And congratulations, Mr. Chauhan."

Ansh looked up.

"You have a beautiful baby girl."

Time stopped.

Completely.

A daughter.

The words settled slowly inside him.

A daughter.

His daughter.

His little girl.

A strange warmth spread through his chest.

Something soft.

Something overwhelming.

Something so powerful it almost hurt.

Without realizing it, he smiled.

Not the confident smile he showed the world.

Not the teasing smile he reserved for Pakhi.

But a genuine, unguarded smile that came directly from his heart.

For the first time in hours, there was light in his eyes.

A daughter.

He imagined tiny fingers wrapped around his hand.

Tiny footsteps running through their home.

Tiny ponytails.

Tiny dresses.

A little girl who would probably have Pakhi's smile and stubbornness.

The thought alone was enough to make his eyes fill with tears again.

He laughed softly at himself.

"Can I see them?" he asked.

The question came out barely above a whisper.

As though he was afraid someone might tell him this was all a dream.

The doctor nodded.

And suddenly nothing else mattered except reaching Pakhi.

The doctor smiled and stepped aside. "Go ahead."

Ansh didn't wait for another invitation. He moved toward the room almost instinctively, his legs carrying him forward while his heart pounded wildly inside his chest. Yet when he finally reached the door, his hand froze on the handle. Fear still lingered within him. Not the fear of losing Pakhi anymore, but the overwhelming fear that this happiness was too perfect, too beautiful to be real.

Slowly, he pushed the door open.

The room was quiet, bathed in the soft golden glow of the setting sun. For a moment his eyes found only Pakhi, lying against the hospital bed. She looked exhausted, her face pale from hours of labor, dark circles beneath her eyes, strands of hair sticking to her forehead. Yet to Ansh she had never looked more beautiful. She was alive. That single fact made everything else insignificant.

Pakhi looked up when she heard the door open. The moment her eyes met his, a tired smile appeared on her lips.

"You look awful," she whispered.

A tear slipped down his cheek immediately.

Pakhi laughed softly despite her exhaustion.

"Oh no," she murmured. "You're crying again."

"I'm not crying."

"You are."

"I'm definitely not crying."

"Ansh."

His lips trembled before he let out a broken laugh. Within seconds he was beside her bed, taking her hand into both of his as though he never intended to let go again. For several moments he couldn't even speak. He simply sat there staring at her face, memorizing every feature, reassuring himself that she was truly there.

"You scared me," he finally whispered.

The teasing smile faded from Pakhi's face.

Her fingers tightened around his.

"I'm sorry."

"No," he said immediately, shaking his head. "Don't apologize. Just... don't ever scare me like that again."

Pakhi's eyes softened with emotion, and before she could reply, she turned her head slightly toward the cradle beside her bed.

"Would you like to meet your daughter?"

"I'm dieing to meet her", he answered and walked to the cradle. His eyes glittered with tears as he saw a small tiny baby sleeping.

She was so small, smaller than his palm maybe.

"We can't hold her right?", he asked curios yet scared.

"You can, but you just need to be careful", pakhi looked at him admiring their daughter. In the corner of the Aarav stood afraid to come front.

Pakhi smiled finally looking at him and signalled him to come closer and he ran to his mother, "Mumma I'm so sorry. You were in pain and screaming and i-i couldn't help you".

He cried in her arms and she slightly bend to pick him but before she could ansh picked him up and made him sit beside her so she doesn't pressure herself. "Baby it's not your fault ".

"It's mine. I asked for sister", he hiccupped making his parents chuckle and they hugged eachother. Finally happy that they didn't lose anyone this time. But gained one more beautiful person in their life.

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